I still don’t have an update as to whether or not my
insurance company will approve the request from the surgeon to cover the
panniculectomy. I actually called today and the surgeon’s office is waiting on
a letter to send off and so their request probably won’t even make it to my
insurance until Monday or Tuesday. Eh, it’s ok. I was planning on it taking
closer to 6 weeks to hear back so I am not too concerned…yet.
In the meantime, as I patiently sit here and twiddle my
thumbs, I thought I should start documenting some before photos. My own before
photos- the surgeon has plenty of me already- so I have record for comparison
purposes, you know?
Side note: one of my biggest
regrets is not having really documented the beginning of my weight loss very
well. I don’t have any pics from 02/2011 (the furthest one back I have is from
a few months later) nor did I take any measurements. Lesson learned. In the
grand scheme of things this is quite inconsequential.
After the last post about the surgery (you can read it here)
I received so much wonderful feedback. What can I say, you guys are awesome.
And that made me incredibly happy.
And I have been told many times from friends and loved ones
that I don’t need the surgery- and that is true…to an extent.
There is a clear medical need for this procedure which is
why my current and previous primary care docs have been pushing for it.
I tell you that it is bad, the chaffing, the sores, but you
don’t see that (you know, since I tend to wear clothes while out in public) so it’s
hard to understand.
So today I decided I would share with you some of what will
probably become ‘before’ pics so you can get a better idea what I am dealing
with.
Full disclosure- if
you don’t want to see what someone who has lost nearly 130 pounds looks like
practically nude I would close your browser now.
And please understand that it is hard for me to post
something like this. It makes me vulnerable. Most people (99.9%) have never
seen this part of my weight loss. But I wanted to share. Because it is a part
of me. Just like all the other random shit I write about. I hope you
understand.
Happy Friday wonderful people! <3
I am sure this was hard for you to share but all I see is a lot of hard work there....yeah its of course not what we dream about when we dream of goal weight but for me I see all your hard work....and a good rack! And a boss tattoo too!
ReplyDeleteThank you Erica!!! I appreciate your comments and support. You are a great friend and I am so lucky to have you in my life!
DeleteYou're such a brave woman, Dacia. So many bloggers talk about weight loss but not as many talk about how hard it is after the weight is gone. I hope you hear good news from your doctor and the insurance soon.
ReplyDeleteThank you Jodi! I always try to keep it open and honest here and I am glad you appreciate that. I am keeping my fingers crossed but I know things will work out in the end. :)
DeleteYou're such an inspiration, Dacia. I'm so lucky to be part of your life. Seriously.
ReplyDeleteAlso? I just love the comment by Momma Hunt! She's exactly right.
Thank you Jaime! You know I love you to death! You are the reason I am me!!! I owe you big time. Thanks for always having my back!!!
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